Which in turn most didn’t believe and made people bully me more. During this time, part of a result of mental illness and part of trying to be cool to fit in, I became a compulsive liar and made up a few stories here and their. From first to fifth grade, I was desperate to have friends as most left me by second grade. At the time my mom worked with a blind student in my grade so she had to calm me down every morning. I wouldn’t talk to anyone except one or two friends. I cried for 1/2hr at the beginning of my first grade class for my mom for half the year. As now I have only a moderate case of social anxiety. I was never the popular one to say the least.īeing in school it was always hard for me to make friends as I had a hard time socializing as at that time I had an extreme case of social anxiety. As I was teased for all of this, plus being the “teacher’s pet”, being overly smart, yet very bad at math, loving learning and being a bookworm. Not to mention I’m overweight and have always been, let’s say, school was and never will be a good memory, nor was it fun in the slightest. Also being subject to pretty intense bullying it made school a living hell for me. But with the rest including me being taken out of class for extra help for speech and memory help, it was embarrassing. With this, no one noticed my eye leaning towards the right as my glasses corrected it. Which I still have as it can’t be corrected as of yet. As well as a speech impairment specially pronouncing my r’s and vision as I have glasses to help with a stigmatism, near sightedness and my right eye predominately leaning towards the right. As a kid I struggling with depression, anxiety, a learning disability specifically withholding information. Attempting to live life as a little kid, was extremely hard for me. As someone who’s been diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses since the ripe old age of 7 I always struggled to know the real me, as I didn't know myself.

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